brooo i.need to get on t so i can start fucking men in the ass ☝️
the thing i sthat i DO wanna suck dudes off but i also don't really wanna fo it until i feel better about my gender.presentstion. i feel good about it so far but not enough to actually date dudes, ok?
let me fuck a law school dude bro law school is right outside my school
yupp im an adult i get to blog about sexxxxxx. i need to up the age rating a bit
june 1st 2026:
"normie" (for lack of a better word) techies are so boring. they're alwways like "yeah im gonna build a pc using thrift store parts and then put windows on it" SHUT UPPPPPPPPPPP ILL KIILL YOUUUU
theyre like "yeah today i'm gonna review the newest macbook" SHUT UPPPP YOU SHOULD BE REVIVING SHITTY LAPTOPS FROM 2013 AND TAKING ESTROGEN ILL SHOOT YOU ILL SHOOT YOU IM SO SERIOUS
anyways . today i tried selling my panasonic let's note on portuguese craigslist and alsmost instantly got a woman trying to steal a shitton of money from my bank account through MBway feature loopholes. bitch. im tempted to put her phone number on this site but i already gave the number to my friend so they can sign it up for scams and porn sites. thats what you get.
so eventually i sold the panasonic laptop through vinted. and i dont think ill ever sell anything on portuguese craigslist again wtf. if its over 30 euros youre just gonna get spam calls of people calling you a scammer and swindler just because you hung up on them for having a bad connection bcz u were on the train? bitch. fuck that site. only selling shit on vinted now.
so, speaking of vinted, i'm gonna buy a pink sony vaio. i wanted the green model but idk wtf is going on with the japanese ebay economy because why tf does it add up to 800 bucks for a shitty 2011 laptop. grow up. so i found the same model for 50 bucks on portuguese craigslist but then the guy didnt reply (even though he posted a shitton of electronics today) so i got impatient and am about to buy a pink sony vaio. similar model but pink. sigh... i really wanted the green one tho.. even tho its basically junk and id need to fix its screen bcz the display is fucked. but atleast itw woudlnt be 800 bucks? god. anyways here's the pink laptop:
and the green model i wanted
may 25th 2026:
im thinking of getting a new laptop... my thinkpad is awesome but way too chunky to take outside regularly and my panasonic let's note is okay i guess. too small... not chunky.. plus it has no sound and its dvd drive is dead. and its not quite to my liking..... it's just... too tiktok y2k for lack of better terms (??!?!??!?LMAOAOA)
i can sell it for a good price by targetting the y2k frutiger aero audience for sureeeeeee! abobobobobobobobobo
no but seriously i'm eyeing the toshiba portégé series or idk. the vaio series...god the vaio A190 goes so hard but it's even chunkier and heavier than my thinkpad. be so real man. hey man be real. hey. hey. HEY. anyways i'm not sure if i want it (the potential machineto be bought) to handle steam games as i'm planning to get a crt tv and a jailbroken playstation (not sure which it'll be yet.there's a really good ps1 at the local pawn store but meh) after selling my smart tv today. i have zero use for its smart features. i jailbroke it once but i don't really care so i let the jailbreaking expire. yeah it expires. it's this whole thing where if you don't open the tv up yourself to insert some bullshit you gotta refresh the jailbreak every once in a while on account of not having fucked with the hardware, ok? meow.
anyways. i don't really like my panasonic let's note. uwahh nyaaaaan.
also i fucked up installing linux on that retro mac i bought like last week and i cant really burn the image onto a disc bcz the only versions i find are too big ??? so i gotta buy a retail version. god fucking adamn it
may 21st 2026:
i'm a thinkpad dickrider but i should atleast try to give my panasonic let's note a chance so once i get the money i'm gonna replace its ssd and remove the dead disc drive with an hdd so ill have so much fucking space and the only thing left will be handing it over to the tech repair guys at the mall to fix my sound issues
i was a software guy but i become a hardware guy as well by the day. i can't wait to open that fucking. laptop and slide its little disc drive out and to open its guts and snatch its little ssd . OH MY GOD IM SO EXCITEDDDDDD. like it'll genuinely only cost me just under 50 euros which is quite little when it comes to upgrading your pc. oh my god. oh my god. stims. stims.
also fuck apple i spent a week trying to put linux on a 24 year old mac and it didn't work
may 13th 2026:
rememeber when i was on the asexual webring? well whatever. that changed. ever since accepting myself as a guy ive been way way way way way way more into men. thats right baby. the site's first sexual blog post. this is why my site is rated 14+ wait should it be 16+ guys. ok whatever
so! you're aware of my love for majesticcorn2000 but i won't spill the beans about what we exactly are, ok? it's really funny to make people wonder wtf is going on there
anyways. do you know how hard it is to find anonymous sex. i don't because i only tried once and got really scared right after contacting a guy on whatsapp for it. ideally i'd just want something quick and anonymous (aka glory hole bullshit) also my therapist and irls might check my website god. damn it. anyways the most feasible way would be going to a . gulppppppp... sex cluBBBB but thats scary. how about a normal gay bar that isnt specifically a sex club. thats also scary what if the music there is loud asf . noooooo.
also i'm pre-t and pre-everything so i wouldn't feel good sucking a guy's dick looking like a girllllll. goddd GODDDDDDD. it's okay i know how to make myself more masc its just that uhm. what if i die.
ALSO I DONT HAVE ANYONE TO GO TO A GAY BAR WITH. MY BEST FRIEND HAS AN INSANE FAMILY THAT TRACKS HIS EVERY MOVE AND MY OTHER FRIENDS ARE COMPLETE (and i say this for a lack of a better word) NORMIES!!! AND I CANT ASK MY ART CLUB FRIENDS EITHER BECAUSE THATS WEIRDDDDDD. SO I HAVE THE NORMIE PRE-COLLEGE FRIENDS, MY ART CLUB FRIENDS WHO ARE REALLY COOL, AND TH. wait hold on let me actually ask my art club friends . lmaoaoao if i dont ask ill never knowWAIT I HAVE MY QUEER CENTER FRIENDS OH MY GODDDDD. okay okay. ill do it.
time to suck penis i guess? who cares anymore man i'm an adultddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd . i love men
may 12th 2026:
scored an eMac for wayyy lower than it goes online!! didn't come with the original keyboard so i'm stuck with macOS until i get my order of the original keyboard because i can barely operate it with a third party keyboard since those are all made for windows. sighhh.
i, of course had to play lydels' album on it because listening to it really makes it feel like you just finished bathing with apple scented shampoo in 2007 and are now on your family computer downloading random mp3 files you see online. and then you see it. the album you'll remember for the rest of your life. that's right babyyyyy!
but yeah, booting from usb is impossible so i'll just boot from a disc bcz i have a shitton of blank discs now since i burn shit onto dvds now, ok?
may 8th 2026:
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they look so good together.i prefer my thinkpad to my let's note because it's chunky and the let's note doesn't even have audio and the dvd drive is completely fucked idk why i still have it i could sell it off for so much on vinted to weebs but nah. so yeah my thinkpad's downsides are being way too big for daily carry (it only fits in one bag of mine) and it suffers from being old but worry not. i already ordered a battery replacement. now i have to open it up and clean its fan. you'd think i should just replace my let's note's ssd but i don't care enough for it to replace anything. also never buy laptops new. if theyre not from ebay and defective in some way or another they SUCK. FUCK PERFECT COMPUTERS STRAIGHT FROM THE STOREEE
also im about to become my college art club's social media manager. i love my friends
april 29th 2026:
okay so! today i finally finished applying for a professional animation course. i don't think university is for me. and that's okay, ok?
let's hope i get in. nyan. i probably got some shit wrong but whatever.
i might move out this may btw. ahh what else.... oh right. i tried to set up my sewing machine again and fucked it up badly again. nearly cried.
also. i use kubuntu 24.04 now. forgot to announce it but i've been using it for a while, ok? and i use a panasonic let's note cf sz5 now. god i love this laptop dude.
april 26th 2026:
ive been trying out halftones.
april 25th 2026:
i still have to read a wild sheep chase before dance dance dance but i alsoJUST picked up lolita and the brothers karamazov and lolita from the librayr. god. but i also wanna listen to tyler the creator. ive been taking a break from murakami boos for like 2 years because once you read one of his titles you've read them all. i won't lie. i won't lie. it's really hard for me to start new boos but i wanna read russian stuff more. hence the brothers karamazov. well whatever.
also i think i've genuinely outgrown anime and manga
april 16th 2026:
me. me. i tried so hard to like light novels in general since i like the haruhi series so bad but oh my god. that shit. is so ass. like the ones i read atleast. oh my god dude the monogatari series is so dogshit. i feel like i'd like it had i not watched the anime but whatever. hey. hey. hop on the brothers karamazov
april 16th 2026:
pinkie get off the road. get off the road pinkie that car almost hit you. PINKIE PIE IM SERIOUS GET OFF THE ROAD
hey hasve you noticed that headphones now require an app to be used. what do you mean i bought this pair o0f headphonhherfbhebhrgheergbhjgerbhjbhgerbherbhreebrhbh PINKIE GET OFF THE ROAD
also are you seeing this shit
also im gonna have to buy the rest of the haruhi series off of amazon because the portuguese fnac marketplace sucks and only has the books up to The Intrigues Of Haruhi Suzumiya and then it skips straight to the The Intuition. which for reference, intrigues came out in like 2005 and intuition in 2021.t here is a lot inbetween
april 11th 2026:
i moved out of my mom's apartment yesterday and my flatmates bullied the fuck out of my cat. they're like in their 40's and they bullied the fuck out of him. the apartment's full of cameras and i can't take it. i spent one night there and it was so bad that staying with my shitty abusive alchoholic bedrotter mom is a better option. i wanna kill myself. every single fucking day. nothing ever goes right for me. that apartment was full of cameras and my roommates were grown ass adults bullying my cat but it was the only apartment that actually replied to me. i already paid this month's rent but have already made up a lie to get out of there as soon as possible. so now i have to stay with my mother.
i'm begging you. share this as much as you can. this life is so miserable it isn't fair. i just need 550 euros to reserve a better apartment as soon as possible. the reservation fees are horrible. fuckk fuckk. i hate my life. i hate that i had to be born to her.
april 3rd 2026:
reminder that i'll be hosting html day lisbon, ok?
my japanese ebay laptop. it is a panasonic let's note cf sz5. i love my panasonic let's note cf sz5 more than i love my thinkpad. it runs on kubuntu, ok? though the sound only works through headphones. and i can't figure out how to open the dvd drive. so that's two things that suck about it. hnm
also some kids broke into my roblox account and bought about 18 euros worth of robux using my irl fucking money , which i needed for medication and the roblox customer support ai wont help me. okay man
april 1st 2026:
hi everynyan! this year i will be hosting
html day lisbon! this is not an april fool's joke i've been planning this for a while it just so happens that i'm formally announcing it today
mar 26th 2026:
im gonna switch from mint to kubuntu and force myself to adapt nyaaa. mint is just too easy…. i rely way too much on GUI and mindlessly copypasting commands without knowing what they do. heh. i shall climb the ladder
mar 20th 2026:
dear god. my thinkpad even has a nightlight. i also figured out it's a t500, and not an r60e. well. either way, its loud as fuckkkkkk i need to do maintenance on it
and thanks to very enthusiastic trans girl at the queer center (she uses arch btw) i found out i have a shitton of unnalocated disk space just sitting there. okay man.
now that we're on the topic of thinkpads... my site description already says this, but this keyboard is a nightmare. it's an american layout. i'm portuguese. it's difficult.. to speed type. it's easier if you don't look at the keyboard and rely on muscle memory. looking at the keyboard throws you off. meow.
oh and. this fascist party stormed my university on the 18th because our principal talked shit about them in a mass-email. that's hilarious like genuinely. i went around taking down propaganda stickers and posters of theirs. not very democratical of them...
i wanna switch courses. preferably to art school, but i'd have to leave my current friends behind. ugh. this is a leap of faith but i'm gonna try switching to the translation course. it seems more interesting than what i have (though ive said this kinda thing several times and it made everything worse...) while making sure i remain in the same school. except i'm not doing that. i'm miserable here. meow. meow. bye for noww
mar 3rd 2026:
today i applied for école42; it's a free coding school with a campus open 24/7... i'll try and juggle regular college with this strange 42 thing, ok?
mar 3rd 2026:
i recently accquired an r60e thinkpad. it's a laptop from circa 2006-07 (no joke intended. do not laugh.)(ok you can let out one giggle)
i really like it. personally i think it's an it/she transbian with a love for raichu (i have a sticker of raichu on it) hehehe. i love customizing my desktop and user experience. meow. so i made this for the custom boot logo. i use linux mint btw
let's all love lain.
feb 28th 2026:
okay so. if you haven't been keeping up with my site, i moved accounts. having over 1m+ views and nearly 500 followers was driving me insane.
i briefly changed my name to warak but then i deleted that entire site, and with it, a lot of history went down the drain. that's okay, i guess... i'm used to losing a shitton of online stuff LMAOAOAOIAOAO. like my tumblr. i had that shit, became a microcelebrity, went insane, and then deleted it. and with that, wi lost about 4 years of my history; but i suppose that helps my digital footprint a lot. i was kinda insane there. altough my digital footprint is pretty good so far. i don't have any info on me online other than anonymous internet stuff. meoww
anywaysssss. if you haven't been keeping up with my lore, which is understandable because most people seeing this at this point won't have any idea; i have a less than ideal living situation at home anddddddddddddddddddddddd i'm moving out soon, hopefully. today's the day when the apartment i applied for has their discussions to see which applicants get in... i hope i get in, ok? it was a very good visit, the one i had there.
well whatever. bye
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