Welcome to lopster@neocities.
This site was started in about 2023. Swagever. I eventually moved accounts.. i got really tired of being a neocities microcelebrity, i won't lie.
As for the webmaster, i'm a he/him attending college and hating it. okay well i don't hate it but i fucking hate it. i like the haruhi suzumiya light novel series. im a book nerd. i love reading so so so bad. and im insane, ok?

This will be a place for my writings and bloggings, ok? Just mostly blogging and showcasing things i've done. Meow. I code from a 2008 t500 lenovo thinkpad running on linux mint btw. And ocasionally an acer aspire c27 1800. ok fine. i lied. it's the other way around. my thinkpad lacks the keyboard functions i'm so used to. it's american and i'm portuguese. the keyboard layout DOESN'T WORK. FUCKKKKKKKKK
Halloween: Just the facts! i just remembered the piss bottle saga that shit went crazy sorry.

april 11th 2026:
i moved out of my mom's apartment yesterday and my flatmates bullied the fuck out of my cat. they're like in their 40's and they bullied the fuck out of him. the apartment's full of cameras and i can't take it. i spent one night there and it was so bad that staying with my shitty abusive alchoholic bedrotter mom is a better option. i wanna kill myself. every single fucking day. nothing ever goes right for me. that apartment was full of cameras and my roommates were grown ass adults bullying my cat but it was the only apartment that actually replied to me. i already paid this month's rent but have already made up a lie to get out of there as soon as possible. so now i have to stay with my mother.
i'm begging you. share this as much as you can. this life is so miserable it isn't fair. i just need 550 euros to reserve a better apartment as soon as possible. the reservation fees are horrible. fuckk fuckk. i hate my life. i hate that i had to be born to her.

april 3rd 2026:

reminder that i'll be hosting html day lisbon, ok?

my japanese ebay laptop. it is a panasonic let's note cf sz5. i love my panasonic let's note cf sz5 more than i love my thinkpad. it runs on kubuntu, ok? though the sound only works through headphones. and i can't figure out how to open the dvd drive. so that's two things that suck about it. hnm
also some kids broke into my roblox account and bought about 18 euros worth of robux using my irl fucking money , which i needed for medication and the roblox customer support ai wont help me. okay man

april 1st 2026:
hi everynyan! this year i will be hosting html day lisbon! this is not an april fool's joke i've been planning this for a while it just so happens that i'm formally announcing it today

mar 26th 2026:
im gonna switch from mint to kubuntu and force myself to adapt nyaaa. mint is just too easy…. i rely way too much on GUI and mindlessly copypasting commands without knowing what they do. heh. i shall climb the ladder

mar 20th 2026:
dear god. my thinkpad even has a nightlight. i also figured out it's a t500, and not an r60e. well. either way, its loud as fuckkkkkk i need to do maintenance on it
and thanks to very enthusiastic trans girl at the queer center (she uses arch btw) i found out i have a shitton of unnalocated disk space just sitting there. okay man.
now that we're on the topic of thinkpads... my site description already says this, but this keyboard is a nightmare. it's an american layout. i'm portuguese. it's difficult.. to speed type. it's easier if you don't look at the keyboard and rely on muscle memory. looking at the keyboard throws you off. meow.

oh and. this fascist party stormed my university on the 18th because our principal talked shit about them in a mass-email. that's hilarious like genuinely. i went around taking down propaganda stickers and posters of theirs. not very democratical of them...
i wanna switch courses. preferably to art school, but i'd have to leave my current friends behind. ugh. this is a leap of faith but i'm gonna try switching to the translation course. it seems more interesting than what i have (though ive said this kinda thing several times and it made everything worse...) while making sure i remain in the same school. except i'm not doing that. i'm miserable here. meow. meow. bye for noww

mar 3rd 2026:
today i applied for école42; it's a free coding school with a campus open 24/7... i'll try and juggle regular college with this strange 42 thing, ok?

mar 3rd 2026:
i recently accquired an r60e thinkpad. it's a laptop from circa 2006-07 (no joke intended. do not laugh.)(ok you can let out one giggle)
i really like it. personally i think it's an it/she transbian with a love for raichu (i have a sticker of raichu on it) hehehe. i love customizing my desktop and user experience. meow. so i made this for the custom boot logo. i use linux mint btw

let's all love lain.

feb 28th 2026:
okay so. if you haven't been keeping up with my site, i moved accounts. having over 1m+ views and nearly 500 followers was driving me insane.
i briefly changed my name to warak but then i deleted that entire site, and with it, a lot of history went down the drain. that's okay, i guess... i'm used to losing a shitton of online stuff LMAOAOAOIAOAO. like my tumblr. i had that shit, became a microcelebrity, went insane, and then deleted it. and with that, wi lost about 4 years of my history; but i suppose that helps my digital footprint a lot. i was kinda insane there. altough my digital footprint is pretty good so far. i don't have any info on me online other than anonymous internet stuff. meoww
anywaysssss. if you haven't been keeping up with my lore, which is understandable because most people seeing this at this point won't have any idea; i have a less than ideal living situation at home anddddddddddddddddddddddd i'm moving out soon, hopefully. today's the day when the apartment i applied for has their discussions to see which applicants get in... i hope i get in, ok? it was a very good visit, the one i had there.
well whatever. bye